It’s Friday. I am waking up regretting some poor choices I made. I went kind of crazy with this guy I really like, mainly because I have a lot of baggage and am just bad at this whole relationship business. Luckily, he seems exceptionally tolerant to the fact that I might be mildly insane (not actually true, but hyperbole).

I think what I’ve learned is that, in this very unfamiliar world, all of my normal senses are particularly heightened.  My normal mechanisms of keeping myself distant, I’m making the active choice of rejecting, and embracing this whole thing, and in doing so, I’m finding myself rather confused emotionally, and apparently, easily reactive by miscommunications on topics that would normally low-key trigger me, but this was much more High-Key… So yeah… can’t wait to talk about this with my therapist…